Rambling.

Yeah, I know I'm just a youngin' but I grew up very quickly.
I'm an aunt to five, and a godmother to two.
I'm intensely mature and wild.
I have a personality not owned by many, maybe by some with a few similar traits here and there.
I don't want a boyfriend.. I want a friend who will listen to me, who will accept me and respect me. I want someone who will become a part of me.
I know i'm young, but I don't play games. I don't hang around if you screw up.
I don't fall for 'baby, honey, sweetheart.. i'll change' ..
I'm not a whiny, clingy weird teenage girlfriend.
I have self confidence and morals and I will be treated with respect.
I know what I want most of the time, and it definitely is not to be put down.
I refuse to trap myself in a fake relationship.
I love giving others that little bit of Shalom in their days .
I AM A CHRISTIAN. I love it, every single moment of my God obsessed life.
But I'm not like.. hardcore Bible thump-er, though I may seem that way. Guess you'll just have to meet me to find out.
I do not push my beliefs on others but I will speak my mind because I have every right to stand for myself, for whom I love and what I believe in.
I'm crazy about peace and my best way to show I appreciate someone is to love them with all i have.
Seriously, I'm a crazy nice person if I love you enough.
I'm a pretty straight up, and honest person, but I do it with modesty.
I think before I speak, and act- I always know the consequences of what I'm about to do.
I don't wish for anything because I feel if I were to have it already, I would, you know?
I love to read and write, poetry is my life, I can have conversations in rhymes. I do.
I love nature and the beauty of pictures.
I LOVE going for walks when it's drizzling, haha. So nice to just think- even if it's about Unicorns.
I adore animals, I'm a vegetarian. You can ask me why, but you cannot put in your opinion on my opinion. It isn't a debate, it's a lifestyle.
I am terrified of heights but I want to meet someone wonderful and go sky diving -eeeeek!
I love John Mayer, SRV, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Joan Jett, Bob Dylan and effin' LENNON.
My mom thinks I was born in the wrong era - pop music needs to dig a grave and throw itself in it...
I don't necessarily hate it.. I'm just not a fan of belittling such talent into a simple song with repeated words and a simple soundtrack.
Where's the beauty in that?
What do I want to understand sex, cars, shows, money and hoes for?
I don't.
I want to hear pain, love and happiness. True happiness is found within the hard times, not the dollar bills that all the teenage girls make for you buying your useless things... C.O.R.R.U.P.T world, no lie..
I love life... truly I do. I find beauty in the simplicity of it's unexplained features.
But sometimes I get down, like all, but I always know someone has it worse and I should just be thankful that I even have time to complain.
My friends call me a Hippie - I take it as praise.
I'm just a happy person- sometimes.
But I smile when I know I need to.
- hear nothing but music, speak nothing but love, bring nothing but peace.

Anyway, I'm just sick of being perfectly lonely, I just want a new person in my life.
Lover, Friends, or Nothing - no.. never nothing.
Merry Christmas.