Don't look down on the chubby!
RiZoe Law: I have a weigh in at the doctors office coming up soon and my mom just gave me an easter basket full of candy
RiZoe Law: Somedays I find my own fat as sexy as i find it on others, somedays i just find it funny how big i let myself get, and somedays i cry about my size. And too many friends lie about my looks, i know because the bar guy test. I used to get free drinks at the bar, like tons, as i gained the drinks slowed till now where I don't get any free drinks, what i do get are drunk guys who go, "I'm usually not into bigger gals, but anything'll do now" Just be honest with me, i need to stop eating and diet or accept that i'm just an average looker now and i wish more of my friends were honest with me
RiZoe Law: Someone said this to me today and I am embracing it. I was a butterface before and now i'm just me
"It's interesting how you always had these beady eyes and pig snout-like nose. Like you always had the facial features of a fat girl, never actually pretty, but you coasted on your thinness and pretty blonde hair and confidence. Those things never suited you--you seem more authentic without them. I think you have the soul of a fat 35 year old wallflower, one forever reminiscing about the brief window of time where she was desirable. And now your body matches your true self."
RiZoe Law: When I was in highschool, and i saw girls the size I am now, I would make comments and jokes to them. I wish people treated me this way now. I know i'm a cutie, but lets be honest, i'm fat and not that sexy anymore. i wish more would admit this to me and stop telling me i am. fat girls should not be given false compliments. tell them the truth, tell me the truth. i am drunk and this was my Ted talk
RiZoe Law: Somedays I wake up, see myself in the mirror, and delight at the image i see, i smile at how fat i've gotten, run my fingers along my body, and enjoy the journey.. Otherdays i look at myself and feel disgusted, thoughts like, what the hell am i doing, come in my mind. i remember how thin i used to be, and i feel insecure. eventually i get out of this funk and the insecurity adds to the joy (i once was vain and now i'm shy hehe), but during that day i just feel... blegh. I am very lucky to have this fetish, because without it i think the blegh days would be more numerous than the joyful days. My heart goes out to all those who have always had more blegh days about themselves....
RiZoe Law: Dieting is hard when all my friends keep saying i don't need to lose lol. I feel pretty damn fat but everyone says it suits me, am i just meant to be a fat girl than? should i just give up dieting and dig in to some junk food? i have my moments where i'm getting used to being this size and its normal to me, but then i have days where i really miss being thin... and i deff am not as pretty as i was, so does that mean im not suited to be a 10? im better as a 6? hmm lol...
RiZoe Law: Diet, Day like 14 or something: I forgot i was dieting and ate really bad, but it was good lol
RiZoe Law: Diet Day 8: Spaghetti for dinner, wheat noodles, just a little... a little more... a little more... a little more... WHAT? are you afraid you're gonna run out?? oof... made too much
RiZoe Law: Day 7 of Diet: Just remembered it's lobster fest at Red Lobster, it's seafood so that means it's healthy mmhmm...
RiZoe Law: Diet Day 5: My night snacking is out of control, sometimes I don't even realize i'm doing it. I often find myself naked, standing in front of an open fridge, scratching my gut and staring at food. I'll eat slices of lunch meet, pickles, anything really. My body doesn't want to diet lmao
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RiZoe Law: My fantasy was always to become a stereotypical fat chick. my therapist says it stems from how i bullied big girls in highschool so i want to become them to walk a mile in their shoes. i can't allow myself to see beauty at this size because i didn't allow them to... stereotypically the big girl hates her size unless shes into feedism and i can't let myself be lucky when the girls i went to school with were not. I want people to tell me i'm pretty but will be prettier if i lose etc.. things big girls always experience and i never had to cause i was lucky to be skinny my whole life. if my ramblings make any sense