I try to be good
yet I keep being bad
the highs and the lows
a roller coaster of mad
seeing too much
and holding within
a lifetime of worry
of laughter verse grim
sadistic , sarcastic
terrible but fantastic
so many faces
as closer you near
rolled into one
escalating to fear
leave me to die
a hero your not
you remembered me living
in death you forgot

After my picture fades
and memories fade to dust
will you still love me like you have
looking to find me like you must
looking for a reason to live
looking for something unexplainable
something you want to give
and after you forget my face
will you still remember my words
still know the way I made you feel
made you long for something real
and after you forget the need
the way I told you I want you
the need I felt for you near me
will you remember me
remember how I loved you
how I thought, how I felt
How I was, How I am
How I see, How I hear
How I feel even though your not here

I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, through Time and Time..
No promises

I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love

No promises

Some women love only what they can hold in their arms, others, only what they can't.

We understand death for the first time when he puts his hand upon one whom we love.
You can be a king or a street sweeper,
but everybody dances with the Grim Reaper

when your aching with desire
when your shaking with your lust
and your heart is set on fire
a consumation is a must
a physical attraction
a satisfying moment for one time
I wont want for even a minute
that after this you will be mine
a physical release
who knows where it may lead
but I dont expect or lay demands
for a moments passion of need
so when your spent and feeling sure
remember in the back of your thoughts
I may not need you more

a pain a heart
a loss a learn
a feeling a desire
a ache a mourn
a touch a shiver
a yearn a quiver
a desire a want
a strength a front
a tear a grin
a life a sin

Hunter you hunt
you search for your prey
you awaken at night
and you sleep by the day
Hunter you hunt
you look for a feast
the chase is on
for the very best beast
Hunter what drives you
what spurs you on
when everythings silent
and all seems so wrong
Hunter you dont know
just when to stop
the chase it excites you
your rise to the top
Hunter take rest
for revenge is not all
its not worth the rise
that proceeds the fall

what does love mean to you
is it a sound unheard
in the midst of making
a union in bliss
is it a love reunited
when somethings gone amiss
is it something unheard something unexplained
is it everything learnt and everything gained
what does love mean to you
is it I in the night
writhing in passion
till morns early light
is it a wonder felt deep
watching me sleep
what does love mean to you
Is it you and I
Is this love that I feel
love what does it mean
to you and I

Is this love, is this beautiful love
I want you to feel me and
Love as no one has loved
and in the dark and in the hardship
I will see
that it was always you and always me
that my love will stay
and with every thought with every breath
forever and a day
I want you to feel me
to love as no one has loved
for a lifetime of tears
is not worth a lifetime of fears
without you by my side
so when we love let us love like no one has loved
let us dance to the music from heaven above
and let us know that no other has loved
with the intensity we are capable of

today I went to work
and after it went to spend
some time with the elderly, the old
in the ward in which they die
I heard them yell and scream
they call for their mother
and though their withered and aged
in life they have no other
I watch them breathe so shallow
I help them off their beds
I pray to god to ease their pain
as I push pillows beneath their heads
I wonder where their family is
and why they are so alone
and if they can they tell me
where they once did call their home
some need someone to talk to
some need someone to care
and I have so much I can give
and these last words they wish to share
I somehow feel so bland
I cant bore you with my tales
for these people deserve originality
not just common, painful wails
Sadness envelopes me
for there is nothing I can do
but be a listening ear
for the ones that need you to

Alphabet Dance!

I am an ACCENTOR
I love the BIBLE
I just CAN
I can DANCE
I am EROTIC
I love to Fz$%
I am a GIRL
I shall HATE
I like to IMAGINE
I dont JUSTIFY
I must KNOW
I will LOVE
I will and MUST
I always NEED
I am OPEN
I love to PRAY
I always QUESTION
I will RUN
I strive to STRIVE
I have to TRY
I like to UNITE
I must VENT
I love to WALK
I XENODOCHIAL
I sometimes YELL
I am ZAZZY