I feel so much and I hide it well
im tired of emotion
im tired of tears that swell
i've cried so much
i feel i cant see
is there a road ahead
a new life for me
i hurt im in pain
full of misery
tied to my heart a chain
am i dying
slowly , this painful death
of memories of love
i cant forget
a time that i laughed
a laughter we shared
a closeness a feeling
a knowledge we cared
how unfair it is
to lose what others yearn
a love so amazing
a light continues to burn
you left me with a legacy
i can never settle for less
for i learnt what was love
and i shared it with the best

are you life
are you death
do you mirror a soul
or a vision devoid of breath
do you feel
are you alive
can you cry
can you smile
do you deprive
yourself of what you need
do you sense
and satisfy a heart to feed
living a life of punishment
or a life of greed
life or death
happy or sad
heaven or hell
sane or mad
angry so angry
cuts like a knife
im just so empty
so lost in this life