i think i've finally lost it!

Who is perfect? Not me thats for sure. Look, i attend to dozens of people and sometimes up to a hundred in a week.Its just me up here in front, can you tell me that i will remeber everyone's name or what they brought in to repair? I can't, that's why i hire people to help me. I must be in everything from selling a simple quart of oil to remembering the maintenence on the machine shop equipment.In other words i must be on at all times even when i wake up in the middle of the night for no appearent reason.
I must admit that i like the pressure, it grows hairs on my..........nose.But every customer has their personality and not all have the same patience.The reason im blogging is because i was muckled with a cylinder head. Turns out the wrong people took a cylinder head that was not theirs which made the real owners kinda mad. Now its coming out of my pocket to replace this shit.Oh well, these things happen,but if your a customer dont expect me to be right on everytime,remember i was a customer once too.
Anyways, i had to blow off some steam cuz im breaking too many pens.Im going on to two years without a break or a day off(except for my days off ). I stand when i eat, hell, somtimes i dont even get a chance to wash my hands or eat my food while its warm.So here's to you cup-o-noodles and tuna, you are truly a real time saver.And to all my friends on wire too. Thanks for taking the time to chat when i get really frustrated. Adios

My job is killing me slowly

Well what can i say but this job is so stressful sometimes. I've had harder jobs than this one. I've done framing constuction and restaurant employments and i have to say that this one takes the cake.In the other hand this business is family owned so im more comfortable with the enviroment.im not much of a great leader but in all the jobs i had, i've been put in that position to run things,thus, the stress. ive been in this business for about a year or so and i have learned quickly but there is so much to remember and my memory isnt what it used to be.My question is.........what is this all for?