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jadehi2u
jadehi2u: So pretty ….
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A_Treasure_Chest
A_Treasure_Chest: you are so HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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zapatameho
zapatameho: just so sweet & innocent
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent: Feeling so claustrophobic. Walks dont do it. wish i could take a trip
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IzzyTwo
IzzyTwo: U R Gorgeous
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NewJersey2017
NewJersey2017: Hang in there. Try some visualization and meditation of being somewhere different
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IzzyTwo
IzzyTwo: Hugs & Kisses from your extra one
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beatsiew
beatsiew: Arena pain in the ass I think of u often. I wish I could wave a magic wand and all ur problems and worries would disappear. Why God chose us to go thru this I don’t understand. I do believe we are here to help others that need us. I think of u as my daughter and I cry for what u have gone thru. I’ll pray fou.
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beatsiew
beatsiew: Hi
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beatsiew
beatsiew: Hi I’m checking in to see how you are. I’m fine in lockdown here
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent: all classes remote
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A_Gaixa_Forte
A_Gaixa_Forte: magnificent !!!!!!!
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jadehi2u
jadehi2u: Very Pretty
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robert0721nj
robert0721nj: Classic beauty
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beatsie
beatsie: How are u
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent: this is how i always want to feel
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IzzyTwo
IzzyTwo: YOU ARE ADORBS!!
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jadehi2u
jadehi2u: So pretty … that looks like so much fun!
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Rcoll52653
Rcoll52653: Wow!
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent: *THIS IS A GREAT ARTICLE I RELATED TO NEARLY ALL OF THESE EXCEPT #4 AND #7. I COPIED A FEW BELOW
https://www.psychologyjunkie.com/2018/05/03/10-confusing-feelings-you-might-face-as-an-adult-survivor-of-childhood-sexual-abuse/

#5 – You Still Don’t Talk About it to Anyone

What happened is always there like a hiccup in your mind. But you don’t tell anyone because either you’re scared or you’re worried about being judged. You feel like if other people don’t know what happened then you can ignore it better. Unfortunately this doesn’t work and can make you feel increasingly isolated and ashamed.

#6 – Talking About it Hurts. Not Talking About It Hurts.

You talk about it. You feel exposed. You feel ashamed. It doesn’t matter how much someone tells you “it’s not your fault” you still feel like you just walked into school without your pants on and everyone’s pointing and laughing. But not talking about it hurts too. You have flashbacks and memories that haunt your every waking moment but you’ve learned to smile and fake being okay…at least most of the time.
#8 – You Feel Lonely But You Want to be Alone


You desperately want someone to talk to about your deepest, darkest fears and memories. You want to blurt it out to someone. But you never do. You carry this burden around and it only gets heavier with each step. You desperately want friendships but you feel like you’re being phony when you have to hide so much. You want to be alone so that you can actually try to deal with the painful memories and the fear and the shaking and the tears. But then you feel worse because you secretly wish you had someone there with you to just quietly support you and try to understand.

#9 – You’re Afraid of Anyone who Remotely Resembles Your Abusers

If you were abused by a 40-year-old man you might find yourself instantly on edge around 40-year-old men. If your abuser had a certain shade of hair, a certain smell, a certain “look” and you see someone who reminds you of that person you feel instantly terrified or sick. You might feel like you need to throw up or hide. It’s especially difficult if someone like this is a family member or someone who you know is a good, kind person.

#10 – You Might Be Disgusted By Your Body

Body dysmorphia is extremely common for survivors of sex abuse. Many survivors develop eating disorders as a way to “control” their body. Others are disgusted by anything sexual about themselves and try to hide their bodies under loose, baggy clothing or by overeating. Some survivors do the opposite and become fixated on appearing sexy because they may feel that it’s “all they’re good for”.

Solutions for Healing:
– Talk to someone. I know this is hard. BELIEVE ME, I know. But if you keep it all bottled up inside it will eat away at you. Preferably find a counselor, therapist, or hotline specialist to talk to. Being able to express your fear, worry, and anger and use real words can help you to define what happened, realize it wasn’t your fault, and find an action plan for healing.
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NewJersey2017
NewJersey2017: That’s a lot for you to have to deal with. Hoping you find the support and healing you deserve
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IzzyTwo
IzzyTwo: why #7
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IzzyTwo
IzzyTwo: :-) right back 2 u
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JDhere
JDhere: I have the first chapter almost done, but you disappeared! write me.
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent: I am sorry! i changed my mind, at least for now. it seemed like way too much
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JDhere
JDhere in reply to SocialWorkStudent: you can't CHANGE YOUR MIND..
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SocialWorkStudent: this smile looks real unless you knew better
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PsychMd
PsychMd: You poor dear. This is when much of it happened
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent in reply to PsychMd: i'm not talking to you anymore. bye for now
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NewJersey2017
NewJersey2017: I can see behind the smile. You are so much stronger now. Stay strong you are not that girl anymore
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent: Charlies Angels
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent: I saw this recently:

Dismantling these fear structures, bit by bit, is integral to the success of talk therapies. Survivors need to tell their trauma story over and over, under the guidance of a skilled mental health professional, to properly work through it. The unspeakable must be rendered permanently speakable.Engaging in such therapies is no easy task, especially for trauma sufferers, whose natural, and understandable, inclination is to avoid any reminders of their trauma. This instinct to bury trauma and seek less direct treatment is so powerful for victims that many are drawn, instead, to magic bullets such as ketamine, ecstasy and medical marijuana. Such approaches promise rapid relief by offering an altered state of mind, not by getting to the root of PTSD and dismantling its fear structures. Only by acknowledging the need to put memories back in order can survivors restore harmony to the chaos of their memories and thrive in their new normal.
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent in reply to Laura26uk: love this
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Rob Spartan
Rob Spartan in reply to Rcoll52653: The Unspeakable Mind: Stories of Trauma and Healing From the Frontlines of PTSD Science (Harper) by Shaili Jain, M.D., a psychiatrist and PTSD specialist at Stanford
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sunshinemom
sunshinemom: Thanks for sharing/posting this. Some points strike very close to home for me. I never really thought the term PTSD applied to me. Maybe it does
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Loki1835
Loki1835: Beautiful pic young lady. Have a fantastic day
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SocialWorkStudent: A happy picture of me at xmas excited to open this up but I have no memory at all of what it was. wish i did
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Rcoll52653
Rcoll52653: Awww!
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NewJersey2017
NewJersey2017: Don't you miss getting that excited about a present?
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Rcoll52653
Rcoll52653: Love the shirt!
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jezek97
jezek97: Happily spending time reading that T-shirt 😍
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OneOfMyOwn
OneOfMyOwn: I love whats under those letters
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SocialWorkStudent
SocialWorkStudent to PsychMd: Thank you so much!
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