 Friends   | I never really look for anything. What God throws my way comes. I wake up in the morning and whichever way God turns my feet, I go.  sujoy_mahajan: My true love that stopped loving me... I once met a girl that i truly loved... i did everything she said... i was basically her little doggy... i was madly in love with her... she made me laugh... she made me cry... but i knew in my heart she was the one... It all started when i first moved schools leaving my old life behind... i moved to an unknown school i never heard of or a place i wasn't familiar with... one day in P.E. i saw this girl talking to her friend.. she had purple hair... she was funny and seemed like the social type... i was the shy type and didn't know what to say to her... the same day i saw her at lunch and i wanted to talk to her but didn't know what to say... then a week passes and i ask a boy who knows her is she is with anyone... he replies yes and i become sad... i still try too look for her to see if i would talk to her... but no luck on finding her... So a month passes and i start talking to people and i see her again... i couldn't seem to find her because she dyed her hair... it was orange this time... i liked it... one day i talk to her because i was supposed to see someone else that day... i finally had a reason to talk to her... so i did... i gave her my number and we said our goodbyes and left... i was so happy that day... Eventually we meet up again... she starts to text me and so at school i would hang out with her... she was amazing... the one day i couldn't stand it... i needed to have her... so on march 25 2010 i asked her out under a clock tower at our school... she said yes... so i took her to class and i was just so happy... Her birthday comes later 2 months later... that day we cried because she said i wouldn't last with her... and i cry because i loved her and i didn't want to see her cry... i promised i would always be there for her... then she gets happy and kisses me... we go to the fair and have an amazing time... days go by... me and her love each other and the next we fight... but we still stay and love each other... one day i mess up... i told her stuff i shouldn't have said... she gets mad and sad... i say sorry over and over... i cried for her... she eventually forgives me... i really thought she was the one... eventually we fall madly in love... and we lose it to each other... and we get so happy we almost have a family... but then eventually she tells me it wasn't going to happen... and we cry... and we say we will do it again and we get happy... time goes by and we remind one another about our love for another... then eventually we fight again... then we break up... and she hurt me and pushed me away... so i try to get her out of my heart... a month passes and i still cant... and so i go back out with her and try it again... shes scared and things i will leave her again... i try and try to get her believe i still love her and never do that again... one day a kid talks stuff on her... i didn't like it so i went to set him straight and talk normal to him... eventually a fight happens... then he tells the school i started it when it was all him... and so i had to go to court to find out if i will end up getting sent to juvenile hall for standing up for her... i didn't mind because it was for the love of my life... but i never tell her cause i didn't want to worry her... time goes by... and she says she still loved me... but then one day... she says she will have to move... i get sad and cry... but then she tells me its over about 5 days later and she says she doesnt love me anymore... i cried some more... i couldn't eat... i couldn't sleep... i tried to get her back... but i also messed that chance up... she stopped caring and she ends up completely gone... sometimes i wish i could go back till the times when she said she still loved me if it was ever true... she is amazing... and if she ever came back to me... i know i couldn't resist... i just have to have her as mine again... she stole my heart and never gave it back... i wish i can tell her my feelings... but from her point of view they aint real... when in fact... its all that love i felt for her that kept me going... and so it goes on till now... i miss her... i cry for her... i dream about her... i still try to play the song i tried to make for her... shes all i ever asked for... shes not perfect but then again no one is... i still love her though... i would take a bullet for her... even now i still would... i would love to tell her i love her once again and feel her amazing lips on mine once more... i never regret meeting her... she was the best thing that ever happened to me... i would do it all again for her... even though shes not mine... that love will be there... and i would still be there for her... sujoy_mahajan: A fool thinks himself to be wise, but a wise man knows himself to be a fool. -William Shakespeare A man loves the meat in his youth that he cannot endure in his age. -William Shakespeare A peace is of the nature of a conquest; for then both parties nobly are subdued, and neither party loser. -William Shakespeare Absence from those we love is self from self - a deadly banishment. -William Shakespeare Alas, I am a woman friendless, hopeless! -William Shakespeare All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages. -William Shakespeare Ambition should be made of sterner stuff. -William Shakespeare An overflow of good converts to bad. -William Shakespeare And oftentimes excusing of a fault doth make the fault the worse by the excuse. -William Shakespeare And this, our life, exempt from public haunt, finds tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in stones, and good in everything. -William Shakespeare As flies to wanton boys, are we to the gods; they kill us for their sport. -William Shakespeare As he was valiant, I honour him. But as he was ambitious, I slew him. -William Shakespeare As soon go kindle fire with snow, as seek to quench the fire of love with words. -William Shakespeare Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them. -William Shakespeare Better a witty fool than a foolish wit. -William Shakespeare Better three hours too soon than a minute too late. William Shakespeare Boldness be my friend. -William Shakespeare Brevity is the soul of wit. -William Shakespeare But men are men; the best sometimes forget. -William Shakespeare But O, how bitter a thing it is to look into happiness through another man's eyes. -William Shakespeare sujoy_mahajan: Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. |
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