I did it again im fawking evil xD

Me: hey
chitownnico: what good
Me: shit bored
Me: you?
chitownnico: smokin... lookin
Me: lookin for wat?
chitownnico: ass...
Me: lol
chitownnico: u
Me: not looking for anything actually
chitownnico: not even chill... smoke some green... jerk?
Me: lol nope dont smoke
chitownnico: jerk?
Me: 2ma probably gonna get tipsy like i do every friday
chitownnico: then what
Me: nah i do tht at night lol unless someone is really hot
chitownnico: u top? bttm?
Me: im verse but i mainly bottom
chitownnico: and i like to eat ass... f&@$
chitownnico:
Me: lol
Me: wat part of chicago u from?
chitownnico: boystown
chitownnico: u
Me: southside lol i heard bout boystown never been there
chitownnico: so wanna have some drink... play?
Me: mm not really
chitownnico: then why u hit me up...
chitownnico: what u lookin for
Me: oh just to tlk wit someone lol
Me: told ya i was bored
chitownnico: n not hz$#z!?
Me: lol i leave tht to the pple i tlk to actually
chitownnico: what gonna just sit home n jerk?
Me: nope bf coming ovr here 2ma
Me: maybe tonight
chitownnico: he get u...
chitownnico: so u dont play on side
Me: ehhh not sayin tht either
Me: its up to me since he the only one i had
chitownnico: so come over.. chill here pa
Me: he'll let me play around just gotta let him kno so he dnt b hurt
Me: ill think about tht
chitownnico: so chill... we jerk... u wanna suck me dat cool
Me: yea lol everyone tends to think tht xD
chitownnico: not interested?
Me: honestly im not sure your cute to me n shit not gonna lie just dont care for the hook up shit
Me: its not me sorry
chitownnico: well n*^~@ gotta nut right
chitownnico: so why do it at home... just do it wit someone
Me: yea but if hes comin ovr then i will b doing it wit someone
chitownnico: not tonight
Me: besides u can get someone way better thn me to do it for ya
chitownnico: hahha... i like a challenge
chitownnico:
Me: i said mayb im not sure
Me: yea well im no challenge these lips r for my bf
Me: n a few friends lol
chitownnico: he eat ur ass
Me: when hes tipsy n feel like it
chitownnico: u like it?
Me: we both new to the shit lol
Me: yes i like it
chitownnico: ah.. u "bi"
Me: nope gay
Me: just startied getting intimate tho
chitownnico: got ya... u need to practice
Me: lol i do but my lips had enough practice lol
chitownnico: what bout ur ass pa
Me: n my ass turned my bf to a s^z addict so no complaints here
chitownnico: how hung he?? u?
Me: although i like good fukk lol i gotta wait awhile b4 i get tht
chitownnico: where u bf get to nut
Me: mm hes 9" n im probably like 6" or 5" but im thick
Me: he nuts on my body,mouth,n mostly ass
chitownnico: u ever to?
chitownnico: oops top?
Me: my bf is
Me: im the bttm pretty much
Me: but we switch up lol
chitownnico: so u alone..
Me: wit my brother
chitownnico: so u dont wanna tent ur shit.. should come over
Me: and why would i do that?
chitownnico: we chill... hang out
Me: im telling ya ur better off getting someone else ass lol
chitownnico: if like what u see... grab dick
chitownnico: if not.. we hang
Me: yeeaaa u trynna tease lol
chitownnico: want wrong wit 2 niggas jerkin
Me: n make me want it but umm im ok
Me: yea i dnt do tht wit my bf
Me: n u trynna f@# me lol
chitownnico: nah.. ur pace
Me: a who?
chitownnico: we go at ur pace
Me: why you so interested in me anyway?
chitownnico: u hit me up.. so u interested in me .... right
chitownnico:
Me: for a chat yea but tht was up to u to respond
Me: u didnt have too
chitownnico: so u like what u see
Me: lol mayb not tellin
chitownnico: dat a yes
Me: if u say so think what u wanna home boy
chitownnico: ha
chitownnico: u no i got u interested
Me: i could say the same about u
chitownnico: i like a challenge
Me: u know u interested as well tht challenge shit b.s.
Me: lol
chitownnico: well no dat ass gonna be TIGHT
Me: wat ass?
chitownnico: urs
Me: this ass aint for you buddy
Me: lol
chitownnico: so get out da house
Me: yea i can get out da house dont mean im comin to u
chitownnico: no touch.. just chill
Me: u say tht now xD nxt u gonna try n get me high n then fy% me lol
Me: lol
Me: cant spit game on me bby
chitownnico: if u wanna get f*w*.. dat ur call
chitownnico: but im game wit whatever
Me: dont believe ya only thing i might be looking for is a new bf lol
chitownnico: u tell me
Me: tell u what?
chitownnico: what we gonna do
Me: ok
chitownnico: u say no.. i stop
Me: lol we gonna stay were we at an u gonna jerk off or get someone u can fukk n we gonna b friends
Me: lol
chitownnico: we gonna jerk... i no
Me: lol u r
Me: i dont jerk in front of pple
chitownnico: then we gonna suck
Me: yea....i dont want u hooked on tht last dude b4 my bf i did he stalked me for 3 months for tht -_-
Me: dont like attracted attention
chitownnico: nicoinchicago@y****.com
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I DID SOMETHING TOTALLY AWESOME FOR MYSELF

ok everbody whos reading this know im not single i go with atrail although i predict were gonna break up in the future i just turned down a hot guy tht i wanted to sleep with for him xD i always thought i might cheat but i know now that im not i get tempted but i turn it down the dude wanted to do me bareback -_- ive only did that with one person n neither of us had s#& before unlike this guy >_> i asked him if he was clean and you know how guys are there gonna say yes cuz they dont want ya in a relationship but wanna f%z ya xD n i asked the douche how many times he said alot( i know your thinking how many exactly xd) but it was 11 at this point dnt know the guy just like him n he fukked 11 guys bb or 1 guy 11 times Dx maybe more than 1 lol anyway this dude wanna to meet an chat all of a sudden -_- then mayb blow me Dx< i told him i cant do tht to someone who i probably wont see again then he bring up the dating Dx i said mayb but i doubt his tht type let alone faithful lol then he says thts what hes looking for n then iwent into ass mood >=3 i said if u were how come u didnt start a nice conversation with me n instead of asking to f~w me -__- then he totally went offline lol.im so awesome xD

I have great news robin n reno

i got a job n i get paid $10 n hour n i start school in august =D n i have a bby on the way ima b a daddy

yea reno i would`ve told u 2 sooner but umm...i been dealing with alex unfortunately so it slipped my mind ^^; i have a step daughted as well she made 1yesterday

anyone interested?

woah i forgot about this one xD

the world is dark ~n~ cruel
peoples existance is used for sin
very few people dont,live the right way
as the world turns to darkness
the very few people who do live right must pass their teachings on otherwise
theres no hope for peace
violence, lust ~n~greed is basically all thats here
with every death theirs life for a newborn
my eyes can sense these desires and destroy them the best way i can
my eyes are hypnotic like an snake,pretty as an rabbit,cold as ice
they can see what others cant
my body can feel evil spirits and sense them as well as good ones
sometimes t can allow them to take over me
i believe i can turn the dark world to light with help
i can change people if only they are willing
the earth is walking a path of destruction
its my responsibility to change this path
for the future of the children if not for myself

thanks

the feeling of you is no more
but day after day the thought of you keeps me smiling
even though things didnt workout i no longer want you
when our friendship was rocky you still wanted to be friends when i felt no need
your stubborness challenge me to be a better person
you had hope in our friendship when i didn't and for that i thank you
sometimes i may wonder of what could have been but that is no more
just being friends with you is good enough for me
maybe in the future i hope to find someone like you
someday i wish to share an intement moment like a passionate kiss just for the fun of it
but that may not come to reality so i wouldn't care
you help me open up and not to be afraid of getting hurt but thats life
acting can become reality so now im just too stubborn to love for the fear of overdoing it
i hope our friendship last forever

one of mines

when your hurt you have friends for comfort.when its from a relationship it takes just about everything in you to get over it.sometimes that person didnt mean it to and apoligize for it.all you can do is forgive and forget but in your heart there still that ache that will never heal on its own exspecially when that person still have that feeling of love.even when its gone its like a tattoo you cant forget about it.feelings flow like the wind it can always come back at anytime.when that happens you know your in love instead of loving that person.the warmness inside,you feel when they giggle or smile.once you get that feeling you dont ever want to let it go.but once its gone you lose faith in that feeling.it turns to pain when you know you hurt that person.sometimes sorry isnt enough or just being friends you'll never get over them if theres still a connection.even then you want a second chance to make it up to them.at times all that person may want to hear is (Name)listen i know i hurt you and you may never forgive me for it but, give me a second chance i love you and always will, it pains me to know that i did that to you even after apoligizing it still bothers me please give me a second chance i made you happy once i wanna do it again.iwanna be your man and i know you still have feelings for me so dont deny it.to get rid of that diamond shielded heart.when that person want a second chance.its possible you may get that second chance.love is a connection sorta like a phone call.as long as you feel the same the other person most likely feel the same.

a good one of mine

know yourself
the storm cloud in my heart grows larger & larger
no amount of light can penetrate
the roar of the ocean is all i hear
just like the darkness i must embrace the ocean only then will i clear the storm cloud.and see people for who they really are.
life is an obstacle for its only the beginning to true happyness.
life may be what you make of it.
but obstacles will follow.
they say keep friends close and your enemies closer but the truth is you are your own enemy.
people fear of what they really want but embrace that fear fight fire with fire and let yourself have it.
theres no limit to what your capable of.
just keep your allies (your friends) to guide yoy but know who you are and who your friends really are.
then you can truly be happy whatever the future brings.

me wild side

my wild side
my heart is an untamed animal
i react through instinct
i see through disception
i attack others in order to protect myself
forgive me for what i've done but im sorry i cant help it
im alone and always will be
nature is my guide just like the moon guide the sea
its natural for me to protect myself
my past caused me to be this way
if youve seen what ive seen then maybe you'll understand
you mean nothing to me and never will
my bite is worser than my bark
i destroy you like i destroy myself
my body is asleep but my mind is wide awake.
so i say to those who want to cross my path
are your ready cause i will not hold back?

unconditional

my love for you is unconditional
the further your away the more my heart breaks
my sadness or anger is something you control
we've been through alot and i'm willing to continue the fight
the dreams i have of you kissing me is something i wish were real
your touch,smile is something i cant help but want
the romantic words you say to me
it makes me feel very special, a kind of special no friend can make me feel
spending my life with you is something i cant wait to happen
my heart keeps bleeding because my love for you is so real
when i sing the thought of you gives me feeling
just being there with you makes me happy
without you in my life theres no other person who can make feel the same feeling like when i was with you.
just like my feeling i hope for you feel the same or mostly the same because my love for you is unconditional.