the thing i am sorry in my life. and the things i am not sorry for

i am sorry that i can not help pay of my dad headstone. i sorry that my ex husband like to hit women even thought that 1 is not my fault . i am sorry that i am depessed alot lately. the things that i am not for moving my life forward and try to forget my past and my marriage because it was not good but i am not trying to forget the people they has made my past. here the the 31 i am grateful for my mom and dad rest his soul my brothers all 5 of them 1 of the god rest his little soul pass when he was not even a year old my sister and her kids love them and my other brothers kids and i love they too. the and the one i am not grateful for are it my ex husband. i pray that when my ex stepdaughter grow up i hope she stay way from her father but in a way i do hope they get to meet and she can see how father is . but i also know he love her so that why i hope they get to meet. love you all and all ways will good and bad people in my life even the 1 that passed on god rest their soul . my future is my life now and my boyfriend. and people that i wish was not in my life my boyfriend ex girlfriend and her new husband and her son