Blog PostsFriends | OrdinaryIt was a love like no other I arranged my entire days so I could spend time with him For years. For 20 years Just talking Just talking about nothing and everything ! And every time was the very same My heart beat fully. Loudly. Stong For I was with him A short time, a long time; didn't matter We were together Just talking Nothing more And I was more than content with only this And unbelievably in love Beyond anything I ever thought possible Until it wasn't any more The dictionary defines ordinary as standard, usual, or common. Yes, having been thrown down from my previous estate, so callously and abrupty, that is exactly how I feel now. Ordinary. Just like everyone else. I get up in the morning and check to see the weather, then eat, then dress and go about my day. Just like everyone else. I come home and relax, then eat and go to sleep. Just like everyone else. And the days come. And go. One by one. One cruel day after another. Taunting me. Reminding me of just how ordinary I am. And so I live out my days agonizing over things that cannot be changed; cannot be undone. The days seem long and unproductive and I am but merely a woman who was once in love and lost. A story as old as time. Through millions of years. What makes me think I was so special to hurt more than any other ? Because he....was no ordinary man. He was quiet. And kind. And unlike anyone I had ever known before Before he came I had my fortress ! I was comfortable behind there. I controlled everything that came and went in my life. And I was happy in my solitude ! And it is here that I shall return For it is here that I am kept safe once more And no one must come near Ever. Never again. Dinegreat: Blessings👼🙏❤ 4 years ago • Report 1 daisiesnfld: Awww such a touching write this is! Oddly enough I can somewhat relate to that writing even though I've no one in the picture. Strange how it sometimes is when we really DO miss what we've never had! All the more reason you were blessed beyond measure. |