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In a day

Stupid shit occurred, I'm scarred and worried. Cant think of an excuse tried and failed. Want to run but forced to deal with this one stupid thing. Other symtoms occured all i can really say is that if it continues for the next four days i'll go to the hospital. If im lucky im just panicing for nothing...if not i dunno.

I daydream more often to runaway from daily problems, i imagine you do the same. sometimes the lie is better, sometimes you need the lie to keep you going. on bad days starring at that knife makes me think of it as a beautiful salvation.

just realized something havent blogged in a awhile, Im not that intresting a snail race is more exciting than me.

Loving hateful....cant even do the simplest thing right.