LadeeInTheDMV: I guess I’m going to have to get my Little Red Phone Book out so I can check on ya … 🙏🤗
xXMemoryRebirthXx: I feel like my time is running out and it sucks....
Don't really want it to be this way but ive been tired and frustrated for so long, and the most frustrating part is that i never express my feelings, because i know how it will be used against me.
But i gotta be here for the people i care about....i refuse to be a coward.....so somethings gotta give....i need to take a couple of steps back to take even more steps forward for the rest of my life.
This can't be all there is to life.....work, gym, games...all that shyt....and i haven't had any real energy in YEARS.......everyday i drink monster energy drinks and them shyts never help....not to mention im turning into a version of myself that i don't even fking like.
A version that is harsh, sharp tongue, aggressive, isolated.....its all a set up for the prison system because as soon as i display this version at the wrong place and time, its over for me....my freedom and even possibly my life is gone.
I've had someone tell me i was cursed before and im kinda starting to believe it......idk has anyone had this feeling lately?
Wanna let you guys know i love yall whoever reading this......somethings wrong with me and i don't know what it is....i might be losing my sanity and its frightening me.
Remember folks....being a good, hardworking guy is never enough and don't let anyone tell you otherwise.....if anything...just be toxic and maybe things will turn out a little better for you...people love negativity.
Its like im ready to die...
Jenn....thank you for being such a loving friend and partner...i appreciate you so so much...
RBurl!!! i just know youll be the prez of this site and turn everything around!
Ladee....you know i havent forgotten about you!!
asiacolada, blkformula, GIRLOFGOD (choco lady lol)....love you all very much.
and also the other people i havent mentioned!
Its my time now....don't know what will happen to me but.....just wanna let yall know i tried to stick around and be here etc etc...love yall..
ps: (don't be alarmed...you guys take care of yourselves. Yashua bless you).
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GirlofGod: Hi Love!
I got your message! Right now, I am going to pray for you. Because the devil is a liar. You are not cursed; I render those words helpless. The Bible said, whomever I bless, let no man curse, and whomever, I curse, let no man bless. You are a blessing. In your mother's womb, you were chosen by God.
You have a lot to live for. Don't let nondevil in hell tell you it's over. Our setback can be our greatest comeback. Although I only know you online. It seems that you are a beautiful person. However, in your inner circle mmh, can I hear the word jealousy? When people are jealous, they would love to see your life go down. They quickly speak negative things about your life. They can take that tongue of theirs and make havoc, but we have to render their words helpless.
The devil is a liar, there is no grave gonna hold you, and neither is no jail cell gonna hold you. There is no weapon formed against you shall prosper. God has a plan for your life.
If you have to move away from whoever wants to see your life, go down. Get away from them, Run to GOD! God has everything you need. Anyone who wants to end their life, that's a NO, NO! You will wake up into eternal damnation, so run to GOD.
@xX memory, you are a good friend, a comforter, and a comedian lol. You have so much ahead of you. Don't let the devil cheat you out of your happiness. Someday you will be a good husband for someone and a great father to your children.
We are going to pray. Father God, we ask you to touch @xX memory, which you know his name is Marcus. We want you to touch his mind, Lord, we ask you to make every crooked road straight in his life and turn things around. Lord, let him know, it's you that have your hands on his life. Let him know God, that you love him, and wrap your arms around him. Whatever the situation is, let every trouble cease from around him. Lord, we ask that he comes back with a testimony. And tell how good you been to him.
Let God arise and let your enemies be scattered! In Jesus' name, we pray Amen.
I love you now and forever! Please don't leave me!
xXMemoryRebirthXx: I mean think about it.....millions of innocent men, women and children slaughtered via the slave trade but now we let millions of Karens live and roam freely around the earth spreading their bullshyt??? >___> doesnt sound like an even exchange to me.
GirlofGod: Please come back to wire sweetie. I miss you 😭 You don't have to login all the time but please stay. When you make me laugh, it is a medicine to my soul.
jnjenn32: Plz contact me Mem.. I am worried about you... And alot are asking me if I have heard from you.. I feel like I failed you.. I will be here for you.. Was not on very much... I miss you.. I love you my friend...
jnjenn32: Marcus ,, Plz come back to me and lets chat.. You are a wonderful person and great man.. Honest,, Loving and Caring..I can't loose you.. I love you .. Jennifer
xXMemoryRebirthXx: Karens (and bullies in general) do whatever they want in this world because YOU LET THEM and have no intentions of defying them.
We're quick to tell the victim to ignore the situation and be the bigger person, but we never tell the Karen to sky-dive off a building to die an untimely death >___>
Time and time again I've dealt with people having issue with me dealing with non-black women whether its online or in the past etc.
Do black women act like they belong to us?
The answer is NO they don't...because if they did, they wouldn't have told the entire world that they "don't need no black men" for over 60 years.
Treat me like you treat the white man IN YOUR MIND or AT YOUR JOB and we won't have any problems.
It was primarily BLACK MEN that built the economy of this "NEW WORLD" because as men, we did the bigger share of labor (in relations to the women), and we did it for centuries. Even today, many of us do some of the most dangerous work in this country...all the blue collar jobs that helped build the world is overrepresented by us...not the white men too many of you envisioned as some GOD that's going to solve all your issues and trauma.
I want to make this very clear....if we are not deserving of love and respect from alot of yall then don't trip when we seek elsewhere....whether its via a white woman, porn, sex toys or our FUCKING LEFT HAND.
I call it how i see it....sorry not sorry.
xXMemoryRebirthXx: This is very random but i want to speak on this based on what ive been seeing lately.
....ive realized that alot of CHILDREN ARE MORE DISCIPLINED like than actual adults....and they are more optimistic and joyful people than anyone else....they are great people to be around lmao...grown ass adults can learn alot from babies.
also....the older i get, the more i realize how bitter alot of women are to men just for being men....and then its worse if you happen to be a man of color.
BUT ANYWAY....Watch how a negative family treats an optimistic baby........they will whoop their ass for being babies (having fun and playing around) until they eventually become just like them.....
Like i said....very random post but here it is 😅😅😅