zbittersweetz: Grey were my days.. All bland. Just existing.
The colors started to come out.. And my world. Was. Bright again..
Was nice when it lasted..
The grey days are back again.
zbittersweetz: Sometimes... It's worth going to the laundry mat... Get all the laundry done in one go.
zbittersweetz: Sigh. I wish I could pay some. Good man to spend time. With my youngest. To give my kid the love and attention he is craving... From his dad... Or any father figure.
Wish.... Things were different.
I love. My boyfriend... But I hate him.... Im scared one day the hate is gonna over power the love I have for him.
I have hope... That things will change
I sent this pic to my boyfriend..
Srchng4Truth: I really like what you sent to your bf. You deserve something good like you said. Do you have any kind of big brother program in Canada? Is there anyway you could get an older man to spend time with your youngest?
zbittersweetz: Anyone else relate to this after Christmas?
I pulled the sofas away from the walls to clean underneath.
zbittersweetz: ... I think I'm dying.
My head. Hurt, my haw and neck.
Why... Do I do this to myself??